So... I've been kind of down lately and because of it, my drawing and writing have suffered. Although I did plan to have at least three pages done on my manga by now, I'm stuck doing h/w for a class where I'm going to fail anyway.

Do you see my dilemma?

I'm going to fail despite my efforts, yet I'm still hoping beyond hope that he'll pass me and I can move on. But no. He is not going to pass me and I will now probably fail two out of the four classes I took this semester. Not from lack of effort, but because my best was not good enough.

Yes. I just said my best wasn't good enough. How awful is that?

Ick. I really don't understand this college thing. If you try hard and work and IMPROVE along the way, shouldn't that be enough? Especially if you improve by leaps and bounds and wind up in the end understanding everything.

That just doesn't cut it now does it?

No, you have to have the GRADES to back it up. Oh, you failed your first test because you had no idea what he would test on? Too bad. You fail. You know what that means? No points, no passing. Even if you fully understand it NOW, it has no meaning or purpose.

How icky is that?

Well, I'm sick and tired of it. Fine old man, fail me. But you know what? Next Fall you and your stupid course are getting kicked in the ass. HARD. So SUCK IT teacher man. I WILL BE A CHEMICAL ENGINEER WHETHER YOU THINK I CAN OR NOT. And then what am I going to do? RUB IT IN YOUR FACE!!

Because I'm totally not bitter or anything.

I have the ick. *cough cough* Also school sucks.

Really want to kick my Organic 2 teacher in the face.

I got an Axel on my test. (think about it)

So, the sketches are under way, but will have to wait while I try to pass the unpassable Organic 2 (plus I need more markers, mine are dead). Plus a Physical Chem test this Wed.

Thanks for the patience! Love you guys~

Hello everyone!

I have started on two of the three sketches I have in my "Free Sketches for You!" entry [link] and I am hoping to finish them fairly soon. Unfortunately, I do still have classes to worry about and lots of homework and studying to catch up on. But I promise I will finish... soon? As soon as possible.

Thanks for the patience, this is really helping me work on my figures better as well as to take a break from school.

It is days like today that I wish I was an art major.